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I feel like someone has just taken my world and shaken it really really hard...and I am left dizzy and confused!!! Why is growing up so hard.... why cant I stay in my silly world of Pink and purple!! I want so much to come home away from everything.... to safety... to security... to what I know and where I am know.... If only I could hide pretend these changes arent happening!!! I know that i will always look back on England as an amazing time of life and that I am growing so much.... but growing hurts and is really confusing!!! I cant wait to come and am seriouly thinking of taking my moms ofter to fly me home for a while but i know I very well might not come back and I still have so much to do here! My classes are great... I am learning so much I love my Job its just the people and Alison and me....and my house begin at my housing here is so confining...to much all the time! sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
How I miss Portland its greeness, its smell, people, swing dancing, horses and friends and family.....I know I will feel better soon but for now I vent and feel sad!
Rosey
How I miss Portland its greeness, its smell, people, swing dancing, horses and friends and family.....I know I will feel better soon but for now I vent and feel sad!
Rosey