::i wanted u there, u were the best thing in my life::
::late opening today... then early release cuz of plc- w/e that is.. lol
good day- ne day where we only have school for 4 hours is a good day :-)
:: went to wayne's game today after school, i love my brother- as much as he tends to piss me off, i do. He made some awesome 3 point shots today. yay WAYNE! lol wow im dumb.. neway... sry im being boring but wednesdays r boring... nothing to do
::oh- guess wut guess wut!!? operation: south beach diet is working this time! yay! im not tryin hard either, well although not eating any sugar or carbs can b hard at times, i kno it's gunna pay off soon. i can already see the difference and a couple ppl r startin to say stuff too!!
sry im so excited bout this, ive like never been able to lose weight b4, ive always been a fat kid- and it seems like this is where i can change that.
im losing my touch... and this is how i can get it back :-) Go me! i hope i can stick w/ it. maybe i can b on my way to being skinny, got a while to go..... i have faith
:: school is icky, i dont like thinkin, it hurts my brain- lol. too much pressure, i kno im not tryin hard enough, ive been goin downhill and mid terms are soon, i NEED to do well, my future is depending on it.
:: now onto the subject of DANCE! as we all kno- my favorite thing ever!
- my solo started last Friday, i was tired, the diet was kickin my ass, basically i sucked, there was no one there to judge or w/e, it's a solo class, but I am my biggest critic, this friday will b much better. im doin "On My Own" from Les Miserables- should be a good dance.
- Classes for my part in Cinderella will start soon, im an evil step-sister with Kaitlin and to b honest im kinda excited for it.... Kait and I will have lots of fun together
- JANUARY 22nd- come to the Windsor Locks Winterfest and watch me dance- African style! lol The Dance Ensemble is doin our african dance in the winterfest next weekend, funnnn stuff. it's a cool dance and this year, it'd b cool if someone actually did see me dance, usually i shy away from it but the dance is pretty cool and im in the front for the whole thing so it's all good :-) (the fat kid in the front row- always have and forever will be..)
- Our first show for VM is coming up really quick. We have a concert at the high school on FEBUARY 3rd!!! (COME AND SEE US!!!) less than 3 weeks and i really hope we're gunna b ready, we always seem to pull it off but it's makin me nervous, i have a part again this year, (wont go into detail cuz it caused drama, but im excited bout it) and i havent even learned it yet- costumes arnt in... im prayin that everything will come together but meanwhile we keep having storms that cancels our practices, we lost 10 hours of rehearsal last week :-(
:: i had a nice talk to jen today at our brother's game- she made me realize that u dont really need someone, just be urself and have fun- who cares, do wutever u want, w/e makes u happy. Another realization of wut Tim was goin for with the whole "us" thing prolly, the thing i fucked up, yea.. :-/ anyway, HAVE FUN- that's wut i need to learn how to do
- be confident
- have fun
then everything else, if there even is nething else, will follow
so im gunna work on that now, i think it's reachable- i used to be.... something happened
but that doesnt matter cuz im coming back- watch out world!
good day- ne day where we only have school for 4 hours is a good day :-)
:: went to wayne's game today after school, i love my brother- as much as he tends to piss me off, i do. He made some awesome 3 point shots today. yay WAYNE! lol wow im dumb.. neway... sry im being boring but wednesdays r boring... nothing to do
::oh- guess wut guess wut!!? operation: south beach diet is working this time! yay! im not tryin hard either, well although not eating any sugar or carbs can b hard at times, i kno it's gunna pay off soon. i can already see the difference and a couple ppl r startin to say stuff too!!
sry im so excited bout this, ive like never been able to lose weight b4, ive always been a fat kid- and it seems like this is where i can change that.
im losing my touch... and this is how i can get it back :-) Go me! i hope i can stick w/ it. maybe i can b on my way to being skinny, got a while to go..... i have faith
:: school is icky, i dont like thinkin, it hurts my brain- lol. too much pressure, i kno im not tryin hard enough, ive been goin downhill and mid terms are soon, i NEED to do well, my future is depending on it.
:: now onto the subject of DANCE! as we all kno- my favorite thing ever!
- my solo started last Friday, i was tired, the diet was kickin my ass, basically i sucked, there was no one there to judge or w/e, it's a solo class, but I am my biggest critic, this friday will b much better. im doin "On My Own" from Les Miserables- should be a good dance.
- Classes for my part in Cinderella will start soon, im an evil step-sister with Kaitlin and to b honest im kinda excited for it.... Kait and I will have lots of fun together
- JANUARY 22nd- come to the Windsor Locks Winterfest and watch me dance- African style! lol The Dance Ensemble is doin our african dance in the winterfest next weekend, funnnn stuff. it's a cool dance and this year, it'd b cool if someone actually did see me dance, usually i shy away from it but the dance is pretty cool and im in the front for the whole thing so it's all good :-) (the fat kid in the front row- always have and forever will be..)
- Our first show for VM is coming up really quick. We have a concert at the high school on FEBUARY 3rd!!! (COME AND SEE US!!!) less than 3 weeks and i really hope we're gunna b ready, we always seem to pull it off but it's makin me nervous, i have a part again this year, (wont go into detail cuz it caused drama, but im excited bout it) and i havent even learned it yet- costumes arnt in... im prayin that everything will come together but meanwhile we keep having storms that cancels our practices, we lost 10 hours of rehearsal last week :-(
:: i had a nice talk to jen today at our brother's game- she made me realize that u dont really need someone, just be urself and have fun- who cares, do wutever u want, w/e makes u happy. Another realization of wut Tim was goin for with the whole "us" thing prolly, the thing i fucked up, yea.. :-/ anyway, HAVE FUN- that's wut i need to learn how to do
- be confident
- have fun
then everything else, if there even is nething else, will follow
so im gunna work on that now, i think it's reachable- i used to be.... something happened
but that doesnt matter cuz im coming back- watch out world!