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yeah so i havent updated in monthes, i know. but i need to vent, now. i've finally reached my breaking down point. i'm sick of being walked on and used for rides. i'm sick of not being invited to things. i'm sick of being asked questions like can you get me alcohol and other shit like that. who the hell do i look like?? why would i do something like that if you treat me like shit and take me for granted? i don't even know who really cares about me and who doesn't. oo friends are here from ohio so lets pretend like we hang out every night just so i can see them. that's bullshit if i've ever heard it. you never call me to hang out and just cuz they're here you're calling me and pretending like we're best friends forever when in fact we don't talk on a daily basis. how come whenever we hang out i'm the one who has to make the plans? woot i feel awesome about myself. whatever.. this is bullshit anyways.