Dont tell me its going to be okay, I know better.
So frankly I just can’t take this anymore. I’m never ever home, I’m ALWAYS at practice working my fucking ass off, then there’s people who either decided not to show up, or who came and do nothing and just waste everyone else’s time. IM SO SICK OF IT! I just can’t take this anymore; I feel like Im going to breakdown and just fall to pieces all over the floor. Most of us are trying so hard then theres those few that are going to ruin everything for us, we want to win people; we want to keep our title for states! You need to step up and get your ass to fucking work. We have districts in TWO days! I understand that most of us have more then just one-acts going on but that’s too bad, you made a commitment now you’re going to stick to it because you’re not going to screw us over. We don’t want to be at practice anymore then you do but we still are there and do our very best so its time you do the same. Maybe you should have realized all this about a month ago BEFORE you tried out. Yeah thanks. So Im tired of the complaining and the laziness, get your ass to practice and do your frickin best, just go out there and shine PLEASE!
Okay now that I’ve preached to the choir... As you can tell my life is very stressful right now and Im just on the verge of a nervous breakdown but im trying to keep it together, I really am. Am I doing well? No not really… but we can pretend. Districts is Saturday please wish us luck we need it. If we don’t get an 84 or better we don’t go on at all. Saturday is also my girls pom regionals that I will try my very hardest to make it to. Good luck girls, I love you!<3