I need a little more...
SO YEAH.
Life has been turned upside down. The impossible is possible and the dreamt is now reality.
And not always in a good way.
For those of you who don't know, Chris and I have been going through some hard times lately. We decided recently (last night) that we should go on a break for a while, mostly so Chris can sort out some of the confusion that is going on in his life. NOTE: THIS DOES NOT MEAN THAT CHRIS AND I HAVE "BROKEN UP" FOR GOOD! I'm tired of that assumption. It's a break, not a break UP. Things are just changing... Chris and I still talk about every day and we already know we'll get back together eventually. But when that get back together may be, neither of us know.
I'm taking this all shockingly well. When it first came about, I was devestated, as you can imagine. But after talking with Chris about this continually for about a week, I've grudgingly accepted what is happening in my life, even though it still hurts like hell. My emotions have been so far out of whack I don't know what to feel anymore, honestly. I have faith in my love for Chris, and I know we will be back together sometime sooner or later. Until that time comes, I just have to make the best with what I have. I kind of see this as on opporunity to try stuff I havn't tried to in a long time. To do things I never thought I'd be able. To just chill out and take time as it comes. I know that no matter what happens, Chris is someone who has changed me completely. He will ALWAYS hold a part of my heart I can't get back, and whether we get back together or not (and I think we will), I will always love him.
I don't even know what else to say on here...
I just thought you all should know.
Love, Me
Life has been turned upside down. The impossible is possible and the dreamt is now reality.
And not always in a good way.
For those of you who don't know, Chris and I have been going through some hard times lately. We decided recently (last night) that we should go on a break for a while, mostly so Chris can sort out some of the confusion that is going on in his life. NOTE: THIS DOES NOT MEAN THAT CHRIS AND I HAVE "BROKEN UP" FOR GOOD! I'm tired of that assumption. It's a break, not a break UP. Things are just changing... Chris and I still talk about every day and we already know we'll get back together eventually. But when that get back together may be, neither of us know.
I'm taking this all shockingly well. When it first came about, I was devestated, as you can imagine. But after talking with Chris about this continually for about a week, I've grudgingly accepted what is happening in my life, even though it still hurts like hell. My emotions have been so far out of whack I don't know what to feel anymore, honestly. I have faith in my love for Chris, and I know we will be back together sometime sooner or later. Until that time comes, I just have to make the best with what I have. I kind of see this as on opporunity to try stuff I havn't tried to in a long time. To do things I never thought I'd be able. To just chill out and take time as it comes. I know that no matter what happens, Chris is someone who has changed me completely. He will ALWAYS hold a part of my heart I can't get back, and whether we get back together or not (and I think we will), I will always love him.
I don't even know what else to say on here...
I just thought you all should know.
Love, Me