sadkjdf.
today was no good. no good at all. that would suck if i like died tonight, and my last day on earth was the shittiest day ever. I better make it up tomorrow. if i don't die in my sleep.
and also, i was thinking about it.... and I'm not really sure if i want to dance anymore. i have no idea. i just cried for a half an hour before i went becuase i realized that there is nothing driving me to actually be there. and it sucks because i don't know what to do.
and also, i was thinking about it.... and I'm not really sure if i want to dance anymore. i have no idea. i just cried for a half an hour before i went becuase i realized that there is nothing driving me to actually be there. and it sucks because i don't know what to do.