they kill me

[dancingkween]

we broke up.its been 2 months apart.i miss him so much.im kind of dating his friend.but i cant let go of erik.i care about him so much.he doesnt seem happy.i know id have fun if i go out with this new guy,but a part of me cant stop thinking about&missing erik.he's the love of my life.and everyone wants me to choose the new guy,but no i want my baby back.and i dont know if hell come back.i want everyone to understand,i want him not to hurt anymore,i want him to know he can come back.when i talk to him he's too stubborn.so do i wait?or move on?everyone says move on.everyone.but not my heart.i cant move on from the love of my life.

ugh im so confused!!