The End

[dancingkween]

Erik broke up with me for good.I've been bawling all day.I feel empty.Nothings ever hurt this bad before.A million questions are stampeding through my head.I want to hate him,but I cant.Im in love with him.I wanna say hes a jerk and Ill be better off without him.But thats not true at all.I dont know what thought 2 fall asleep 2 2night.I dont have a light at the end of the tunnel.I hate that he gave up on me so easily.He still loves me.They all give up on me.I dont whats wrong with me.I knew it.Withing the first week of having braces,he leaves me.We just had Halloween and Homecoming and all this fun stuff and out of nowhere he leaves.I probobaly could find someone else if I really really tried.But I dont want to.I dont want anyone else I want Erik. I dont want to fall asleep thinking of some hot guy I saw or some really funny guy I know,I want to fall asleep thinking of him.And hes not mine anymore.And hell find someone else and look at her like he looked at me.And a piece of me will die.No one will ever love him like I do.I hate myself.I hate all of this.

Pray for me
Call me
I'm broken.