Careless, I am wreckless...
This is a fun front. It really is.
My body is already failing. My heart cannot take this, even without the pills...
My chest is constricted. I am having to consciously breathe deeply to get enough oxygen.
It is kind of obvious this isn't straightforward asthma. It is either caused by my heart being weak, or intense anxiety... and i like neither of those options.
I really hate that in all of this, I find it so difficult to be 'Ok', but cannot get any NHS available help because I just end up spending a million years on waiting lists.
So there is a lot more I want to say, I just can't put it into words... I think this is part of the problem.
My body is already failing. My heart cannot take this, even without the pills...
My chest is constricted. I am having to consciously breathe deeply to get enough oxygen.
It is kind of obvious this isn't straightforward asthma. It is either caused by my heart being weak, or intense anxiety... and i like neither of those options.
I really hate that in all of this, I find it so difficult to be 'Ok', but cannot get any NHS available help because I just end up spending a million years on waiting lists.
So there is a lot more I want to say, I just can't put it into words... I think this is part of the problem.