Lynda...

[dancingjessie]

It was quite scary and took a lot of strength to go

back and see Lynda today. As soon as we start talking it isn't so bad
though.

We spoke about the summer, about Uganda, working,
being at home. It felt easy and comfortable to talk, and I told Lynda
how food was fine, I dont know whether it is fine, but it feels a lot
better. I am eating, mostly, and its not as difficult as it was.

Lynda said we needed to think about this year. That
third year is not an ideal time to work through these things. The
thought of not talking, has actually become more scary than the
talking itself. Although I wanted to take some time to make this
decision, and not do so lightly.

She said she was glad that I was eating, and that she
had been very concerned about me towards the end of last year.