going through show choir withdrawl...
its funny how much can change in just a year, granted it has been a pretty big important life changing year, but still only a year. last year i was worrying about kolby and if i was going to prom and trying to make it throught the rest of my days at mhs... crazy... the only thing that hasnt changed in the last year is how much i miss show choir. i used to miss the good old days but now i just miss everything about it. i guess id rather have the bad show choir than none at all, but then ive always thought that. i really just want to put on my stolen sparkley halter top and dance and sing in my room all night. too bad i sent home all my favorite show choir tapes or i would probably do just that. I WANT MY SHOW CHIOR BACK!!!!! oh how i miss it... somedays i dont miss it so much but then how can you live without show choir? i just cant comprehend how ive made it this long. show choir... i just love everything about it. i even miss being in kolby's show choir because as terrible as it was i could do whatever i wanted with it, she loved me, she let me run it and it was fun. wow... i wish there was something i could do about it. i want show choir in my life again, heck i just want to DANCE! it has been WAAAAAAYYYYY too long. and fall is too far away. and why oh why did i send my show choir tapes home, how could i be so dumb? well now its about time to go to choir, ha thats something that sure hasnt changed in the last year, i still hate going to choir... hahaha... I WANT MY SHOW CHOIR BACK!