music history is evil
so for the last 5 hours minus one for dinner and a little bit of time at the library i have been writing my music history research paper. let me tell you that is YUCKY! eww eww eww. i dont even really know if im doing it right, pinnell isnt very specific... and im not very good at anlyizing music especially when im writing about musical theater and get distracted by explaining the plot, i dont think thats what he is looking for... not real sure if he cares though. i would just really like to pass this paper seeing as it will be 1/3 of my grade in the end. yuck. but once this one is done then i only have one more writing emphasis class that i will have to write a giant paper for so that will be good. what was i thinking to take my w.e. as a freshman having not written a for real paper in a million years..... oh yuck. too bad he knows all about what im writing about too. why oh why. this is just annoying. i feel like i'll be wasting my time if i do anymore and end up getting too side tracked and doing it wrong. but the good news is that right now i have a full 7 pages double spaced and the begining of 6 pages 1.5 spaced. not real sure what im going to do about that yet. because he originally said 1.5 but then he said do what the book says and the book pretty much says you have to double space it... and double spacing gets you closer to 10 pages a whole lot faster..... aw man. why do they put us through this? i really dont think it is making me better at music history or writing so what is the point? yuck. hmmm im not so sure i can concentrate anymore. i kinda just want to get this done but maybe i need to stop for the night. i would REALLY like to be done with this though.... maybe i'll pick up and finish tomorrow night and on sunday. that should get me through it right? maybe. and erin said she'd read it tomorrow and help me determine if im on the right track. can you tell im writing a paper i just used the word determined... wow. so yeah. i still have like 2/maybe 3 weeks till this is due so i honestly dont feel that rushed. for me this is an amazing start on something that far off. i think i should feel more scared that im not terribly close to finishing yet but im near halfway. i usually dont do rough drafts anyway. just write check and turn it in. revising makes me crazy. so we'll see how this paper goes... i'll just listen to those who know more than me and see where that gets me, thats probably the way to go on this one. yep yep. well yeah so thats that. hmmmmm.....