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another awk dream post:
it was my wedding day, an everything was going pretty horribly. i had to take charge of everything, and no one was helping me. My sister told me to do my own hair and makeup, so i managed an awkward bun, with tears streaming down my face. suddenly we were at the alter, and i was standing there, and my fiancé was there, and i remember feeling such relief to see him- like everything was going wrong, but since he was there, I was going to be ok. Then I found out that I had to share my wedding with, awkwardly enough, my aunt and uncle, who were renewing their vows. We were standing there, and my hair started to fall out of its bun, and a bunch of random italians were running down the isle. then I realized, that I really don't know my fiancé, and i mean, i knew him, but it was as if we had gone from being in love, to being acquaintances, and i was like "why am i getting married??" and I had said my part of the vows, but something interrupted us, and he had yet to say his, so I kept trying to get everyone to focus back on the wedding. So i can't remember if we ever did finish the ceremony, but then it was the reception, and the crazy italians were back, and someow i knew that they were my fiance / husbands friends, and they were kind of ruining everything, and being assholes. at this point, i forced myself to wake up because i was so depressed at my wedding!!!
bahahaha ohhhh amy.
so anyway, that got me to thinking that if i ever do get married (doubt it though, for some reason), that I would have a ridiculously small budget, which i think is fine. so i mean, it would be really small, and I'm thinking max like a $10,000. So i spent my day researching every way to make that work, and I def think it's do-able. I found this website that makes custom gowns for like under $500. and I honestly would like to look nice, but i realize I don't need my dress to be a bazillion dollars- i'll only wear it once. And that's not the point of a wedding anyway, ya know?
and I don't want a diamond anyway, so that doesn't matter, and I found these cute vegetarian caterers. I feel like i could have a really nice, elegant wedding. I don't really want flowers, and maybs like 100- 150 people.
bahaha, you all probs don't even care, but i def needed to lay all of my thoughts from today out on the table, and Naomi kind of forced me to. bahaha.
OR i could be like a wedding planner for people on a tight budget!!
aka- i plan on being poor for the rest of my life.
who knows if i even want to get married, man. who KNOWS! my standards are really high. It would have to be someone amazing. Yesterday, na talked about just marrying someone who was your best friends. that would be totes ideal!
blah blah blah. i don't even know.
it was my wedding day, an everything was going pretty horribly. i had to take charge of everything, and no one was helping me. My sister told me to do my own hair and makeup, so i managed an awkward bun, with tears streaming down my face. suddenly we were at the alter, and i was standing there, and my fiancé was there, and i remember feeling such relief to see him- like everything was going wrong, but since he was there, I was going to be ok. Then I found out that I had to share my wedding with, awkwardly enough, my aunt and uncle, who were renewing their vows. We were standing there, and my hair started to fall out of its bun, and a bunch of random italians were running down the isle. then I realized, that I really don't know my fiancé, and i mean, i knew him, but it was as if we had gone from being in love, to being acquaintances, and i was like "why am i getting married??" and I had said my part of the vows, but something interrupted us, and he had yet to say his, so I kept trying to get everyone to focus back on the wedding. So i can't remember if we ever did finish the ceremony, but then it was the reception, and the crazy italians were back, and someow i knew that they were my fiance / husbands friends, and they were kind of ruining everything, and being assholes. at this point, i forced myself to wake up because i was so depressed at my wedding!!!
bahahaha ohhhh amy.
so anyway, that got me to thinking that if i ever do get married (doubt it though, for some reason), that I would have a ridiculously small budget, which i think is fine. so i mean, it would be really small, and I'm thinking max like a $10,000. So i spent my day researching every way to make that work, and I def think it's do-able. I found this website that makes custom gowns for like under $500. and I honestly would like to look nice, but i realize I don't need my dress to be a bazillion dollars- i'll only wear it once. And that's not the point of a wedding anyway, ya know?
and I don't want a diamond anyway, so that doesn't matter, and I found these cute vegetarian caterers. I feel like i could have a really nice, elegant wedding. I don't really want flowers, and maybs like 100- 150 people.
bahaha, you all probs don't even care, but i def needed to lay all of my thoughts from today out on the table, and Naomi kind of forced me to. bahaha.
OR i could be like a wedding planner for people on a tight budget!!
aka- i plan on being poor for the rest of my life.
who knows if i even want to get married, man. who KNOWS! my standards are really high. It would have to be someone amazing. Yesterday, na talked about just marrying someone who was your best friends. that would be totes ideal!
blah blah blah. i don't even know.