If I had a choice not to go home, I wouldn't

[dancingfool_08]

Fuck! Now even my dad is on my case! I'm tired from more than 8 hours straight of practice and I come home to this crap! Tangina ano bang ginawa ko para pagalitan ng ganito?! What the fuck did I do to deserve all the shit that's being thrown at me?! I call the house in the afternoon to say my phone's dead and to tell the driver to wait at Xavier hall. I make the effort so that we can both get home early. The message doesn't get relayed, the driver waits in one of the parking lots for my call which obviously wouldn't come. I go all around the Ateneo campus for more then 30 minutes looking for my fucking car which i eventually find near gate 3, in one dark corner of the lot. I get home, my dad goes nuts and gets on my case, claiming that "Hindi na pwedeng ganito, palaging late ka na umuuwi. Wala ka bang masasabayan papuntang MRT station man lang?" What the fuck man?! Both of my parents were the ones who wanted me to be picked up in the first place cause they didn't want me commuting home! Nagyon ang line nila "Bat di ka makisabay at mag MRT pauwi?" TANGINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! ANO BA?! CAN YOU NOT BLAME EVERY FUCKING THING ON THE FACT THAT I HAVE WORKOUTS AND HAVE TO STAY IN SCHOOL LATE?! IF YOU JUST ALLOWED ME TO DRIVE BACK WHEN I WAS TRYING TO CONVINCE YOU THAT I NEEDED TO, WE WOULDN'T HAVE THIS PROBLEM AND YOU'D BE SUPPORTING MY DANCING 100%. THE ONLY FUCKING REASON THE TWO OF YOU ARE BLAMING MY DANCING IS BECAUSE YOU CAN'T LOOK TO YOURSELVES AND FIND BLAME THERE! WHY THE HELL DOES THE CONVERSATION GO TO GRADES? WHERE'S THE FUCKING CONNECTION. YOU'RE BOTH THE SAME! YOU DIG DEEP AND STICK ALL THE DIRT AND SHIT YOU CAN FIND ON ME, EVEN IF IT'S NOT CONNECTED TO THE TOPIC OF CONVERSATION, EVERYTIME THERES A "TALK" AND OVERSHADOW EVERYTHING THAT'S GOOD ABOUT ME. PUTANGINA! LEAVE ME ALONE WHY DON'T YOU? ALL YOU EVER DO IS BASH ME, WHAT I DO AND NAGGING ME ABOUT MY GRADES EVEN IF THERE'S NO NEED TO.

FUCK OFF! PLEASE! I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR BULLSHIT!

EDIT: At palagi daw akong galit kung sumagot na parang kinakaaway. Diba totoo naman?