So this is Spring of 2010. I am 31 yrs old. Call-center employee by day. Lady, most of the time.......Young Brat some of the time, Definitely a talker.
Anyone who knows anything about Elizabeth, knows she is a talker?
Oh did I mention I sometimes refer to myself in the 3rd person......What is so up with that?
I am pressed with questions about my life.
Is it where I want it to be....No of course not, whose really is 100%. We all have fantasies hopes and dreams that we want to ascertain for.Shoot for the moon and reach the stars type of stuff.
I have decided to do a Project.
I have up to this point. Managed not to be rather ladylike. I may have had my moments of little lady or perfect angel.....Cough Cough, Sputter Sputter, Who am I trying to kid here. Those that really know me know that me being a lady is well.....rather out there. consider myself to be a few things.
On the border between Angel/Devil, good girl vs Bad girl, Super hero vs Coward, Crime fighter vs Criminal, Pixie vs Galadriel, Poison Ivy, Cat Woman, Harlequin like personality at all times. And somehow yet I manage.
I have so many thoughts flying through my mind at so many intervals of the day that I have to keep running all my subroutines at the same time.
I feel like the character from Alias who was always playing 2 different roles for that character. Aha there we go to google for the answer.
Jennifer Gardner as Sidney Bristow.
I have my moments of stepping back and forth over the line like I am double dutch jump roping.
Pretty much in me I have a combination of a character from Batman Forever.
Drew Barrymore's character Sugar, and Debit Mazar's character Spice.
We all have our Cardamon moments.....And our Hot Sauce moments.
When I am Cardamon moments I am so very ladylike and dainty and sweet and friendly and adoring and grateful and lovey and dovey, Gag me Cough Cough Cough you get the picture.
Empathy is part of my job it has pretty much be imprinted on my hard drive and is the Main Program that sometimes runs my life.
Don't be worried out there you huddled masses. Empathy isn't the only thing embedded in my chips.
I also have other emotions as well on subroutines.
Isn't that a valuable thing to hear.
I have alot of different subroutines.
So if Cardamon is my Sweet Side, angelic, Lady, Galadriel, Cat Woman, you get the picture and I digress......Anyways.
Spice is more of the naughty/Wild side of life.
Most of us women, yes Dudes if you have not figured it out yet. Normally have these 2 personalities in our bag of Multiple Personality Disorder.
Insert Rim Shot Amen, whatever you want to say in this line.
My own party this weekend was a Spartacus party. We had one friend over whose name shall remain anonymous but one of Our com-padres who use to live close to us in another apt complex. We had a spread that included some BBQ.
Then Saturday I went to get my hair done. Bought some daisies for myself and went to lunch with my mom at the restaurant by my sisters' salon, The Micheal Flores Salon in Dallas, in Turtle creek, an area I normally don't frequent mind you. I am not that high end in the financial end of things at the moment.
So I was astonished that at the Nail place across the St on Oakwood offered a 30 dollar pedicure.
Way beyond my price range.
I would rather go get one done somewhere cheaper than you very much walk out the door.
Even us girls with the "Sug" we cheat every now and then....
But the woman there was so pleasant directed me to Sally's. Oh you ladies know you know Sally's that place is as a friend of mine says...."Off the Chain and "the Business" at work.
She is so right Sally's is both of those.
I got a pedicure kit for 8.99 and then I walked down the street picked out 4 flowers for myself. Gerber Daisies a pink one and another shade of pink and 2 yellow. Assembled for me by a lovely lady up front, really cool chica, Her manager then checked me out all the while helping a Woman get ready for the "Mad Hatter's Tea Party" supposedly some hit party happening soon in Dallas.
I would love to attend I have to admit it.
See hints of upper crust women doing the same thing we lower crust do.
Is there really a crust anymore though?
We all try to do things to better ourselves in this day and age.....Yes Sadly
Anyways, here is what I am getting at. I am going to do is through art and life and conversation I am going to post some observations about the Cardamon or insert some of there nice sweet something in there for yourself and Spice. I will be like a Navy Seal I will be in and out before you knew what was happening or Elizabeth Bond. I will only let what I want out and what I don't want out No one could ever beat out of me.
We have to be our own 009s.
Keep some operatives covert and secret and only share secrets like those Alphabet agencies share them all over the world.
@ copyright Elizabeth W. Smith
4/18/2010
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