Mar 13, 2008 18:10
Sometimes it's hard for me.
I feel like I've lost my sexy.
I start getting nightmares of all those times in jr high I was picked on so mercilessly.
All those nights I cried myself to sleep.
The boys taunting me.
They truly had me convinced that I would never find a man that was attracted to me.
Sometimes I go through spells of feeling so ugly and unattractive.
Getting better though.
It's one of those spells I go through ever now and then.