Jun 10, 2003 22:29
o, i havent been on the machine in such a long time. i feel like i have abandoned my feelings. in reality i havent tho. its too bad if i have. im am sick once again. im really starting to worry about myself. i have been taking my huge vita veta vegamin vitamins and everything too. this upsets me. why cant my body just be happy & healthy!? i guess im just always shit outta luck. o well. ill just have to get over it. i hope i dont get anymore peope sick. i already got eric sick and that cant be good. i love eric, hes like my lil brother, i dont wanna get him sick. maybe i can get someone i dont like sick? or maybe not. who knows. well see what happeneds. the show on sat. sucked. o well it wasnt a complete waste of time though i was exteemly entertaining(so i was told). i had fun. i dont think my "voice" liked it tho. i abused it to the fullest. haggered was really cool, i enjoyed the atmosphere. i wish i had a friend....a boyfriend.
if i had a brain and a body better looking then what i have now i wouldnt think life would be the same.