BACK TO MY THOUGHTS

[dancingeyes]

O, WHAT BULL SHIT TECHNOLOGY IS! i hate this bull crap. actually i hate all bull crap..but who doesnt, right? well, i have no idea why im such a negative person that always thinks of the worst things. i guess its just the way i think, and im pretty sure nothing will be able to change that unlees i want to put some effort into it...which is gonna be hard because i dont put effort in anything that i dont wanna do. i belive im gonna stop treing to beat myself in this game we call life. its such bullshit, and i dont know why id wanna be the best in it. probably because id think id have a better life. O BULL, BULL, BULLSHIT!! the world will go on with or without me, and God is the only one who can determine what happends, right? i need to get out of my home! its driving me crazy...i think thats whats wrong with me..me situation at home! yes, i finally have an explaination to all of this madness! yaay! im sure itll all get better soon (well as soon as i let it get better).blah blah blaugh
who cares...what happens to me...im just a girl...im this world....it doesnt matter what happends...this world doesnt need my crap... it doesnt matter...i dont matter...