Mar 31, 2005 17:08
my mom officially is a selfish ass, same for my sister. after lunch today i felt so sick. my tumym hurt so bad. i caleld my mom right after school, as im walking to ym car to tell her. i came home, becca had to frends over. i went right to ym room and actually tok a nap. thats right. THATS RIGHT AMERICA! marissa dror took a nap, she slept! for everyone who doesnt know, i dont sleep rarely ever n i needed it so bad b/c i felt so shitty. i wake up to ym sister bugging me to drive her to the bus stop thats right up the mother f-ing road saying to hurry cz her bus is comming. i said i never told her i would drive her. thne she shmushes the phone to ym ear after i fall bakc asleep with ym mom on the phone tewlling me to bring her. so wutvere i did. i call my mom later to tell her how she new i really didnt feel good and that it was selfish n rude, but i didnt even get my say in b/c she kept sayin how i put my friends before her and becca allll the time and she kept on saying it. i flipped a cows moo! i was like why would u even bring that up. that has nothing to do with anything. youve never ever said sorry to me. why cant we just tlak aboutt he problema nd the situation without u changing the subject then she wouldnt stop saying it so i told her i had to go b/c she wasnt listenging or caring. its liek your a bitch. a selfish bitch. i dont do anyting for n becca. i drive becca to shcool and to the bus stop almsot every day. i drive her to her friends n pick them up at least 3 times a week, and u never do. i go food shopping for u and the family, she never does. i do ti either by myself or sometimes becca comes. ive worked for u at your f-ing job and had such shitty strefful days but i did it knowing u neede dme to work n no one else would. i cook soemtimes, i clean all the time. she bitched at me to do ym colege applications, shes ad my financial aid thing for over a month n still has not finished it, and yes she got my taxes back awhile ago so she could if she wants to but she gets drunbk at nght with our neigh or and thats mroeimportant. sorry for this bitching entry but she made me cry again. ughh sorry i feel way bettetr. i called nina and we heped eacother, at leats i hope i amde her feel alil better. i spoke to donna later. we were on the phone for over na hour, whihc craks meup b/c now her phones about to die. mine has one line left, and im about to leave to go there now. i suck at life. there sprob more to say but no time to say it.