(no subject)
This is the last entry I will write about you.
I decided today, and everyday after it, will not be about you.
I decided today, that I'm over you, officially, done.
I decided today, I'm closing up my heart and locking it away.
and not giving you the key.
I decided today, that you were officially over me a long time ago, and what the hell took me so long to be over you.
I decided today, that although you're worth it in general, you're not worth it for me.
I decided today you were a liar. As I was showering I recounted all the excuses that you gave me as to
why we couldn't be together. And I wondered why you never told me the truth. That the truth was, you didn't want to be with me.
So I decided today, not to believe another thing you say.
I decided today, that I am worth it.
I decided today, that I am worth more than this.
I decided today, that I'm done waiting on you, and looking forward to waiting for her. whoever she is.
I decided today, that I'm done.
And over with you.
I'm not saying I won't ever think of you again.
I'm not saying I won't miss you like crazy.
I'm not saying that a part of me won't wish I could be yours.
But it'll only be a small part of me.
I decided today, that I don't love you, anymore.