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You're a hot and cold kind of girl.
You always keep me on my toes.
I never know what to expect.
And I think you're a fan of keeping it that way.
I think more and more about not bothering dating.
School is starting up soon, and I have to wonder if it's even worth the effort?
I mean starting up something new with someone else.
It just seems so.. not worth it right now.
I know if I make busy excuses, or any excuses in general
I'll never end up dating.
But really, I'm not sure I'm interested in taking the plunge.
with someone.
I think of the effort that goes into a relationship and sometimes
I think it's more than I'm interested in doing.
Am I jaded? seriously jaded?
or am I just, not interested.
or
maybe I just don't see the outcome because I'm still so focused on the details.
Did I not learn anything?
You always keep me on my toes.
I never know what to expect.
And I think you're a fan of keeping it that way.
I think more and more about not bothering dating.
School is starting up soon, and I have to wonder if it's even worth the effort?
I mean starting up something new with someone else.
It just seems so.. not worth it right now.
I know if I make busy excuses, or any excuses in general
I'll never end up dating.
But really, I'm not sure I'm interested in taking the plunge.
with someone.
I think of the effort that goes into a relationship and sometimes
I think it's more than I'm interested in doing.
Am I jaded? seriously jaded?
or am I just, not interested.
or
maybe I just don't see the outcome because I'm still so focused on the details.
Did I not learn anything?