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sorry this is my first post in awhile, and sorry it's not very happy. I am homesick. I don't mind being here a little while longer, but the thought that I'm not going to see my family for a long time and that I am not going to be actually going home again for a looooooong time makes me really sad. It sounds a little babyish, but I want my mommy. & Sam. & Dad. & my dog. this sucks. I like it here a lot, I really do. Classes are cool, people are fun, though I don't have any real friends yet. I auditioned for a mainstage production (go Constance monologue!), and got called back. I'll find out tomorrow if I get in. I don't think I will, just because I'm a freshman and because there were a lot of other people that got called back. But the audition felt really good. I got a job working in scene shop. I will probably be house manager second semester. I'm starting to make some friends in the theater department. It's not the same as camp. I hate it, because I really am enjoying myself here, but there's just something wrong. Not with the school, with me. I think it might be because I was away from home for most of the summer, and then I was just completely occupied with getting ready for school, and then I was here. And what happened to home? I have to stop, I'm getting myself worked up. I miss you guys too. Sorry this was a somewhat miserable post, I will try to write again when I am in a happier mood.
I love you guys
I love you guys