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its 5 in the morning.
i woke up a couple of minutes ago after an exceptionally disturbing nightmare, and for some reason, i woke up completely and felt compelled to turn lights on and check the house, even though my dog would, in the event of anything, act as an alarm. he's soundly sleeping. so i'm now sitting in my living room with lights and tv on waiting for sunrise, i guess. also, my father's alarm just went off, i guess he forgot to turn it off before he left, and it explains why my dog woke me at 5:30 the other morning.
i just wish i wasn't alone right now, or this wasn't a ridiculously early time so i could call someone, when sunrises i suppose it's dog-walking time and i can have a cigarette and hopefully see some other people out, it seems important for me to see that other people are around and awake right now...
i woke up a couple of minutes ago after an exceptionally disturbing nightmare, and for some reason, i woke up completely and felt compelled to turn lights on and check the house, even though my dog would, in the event of anything, act as an alarm. he's soundly sleeping. so i'm now sitting in my living room with lights and tv on waiting for sunrise, i guess. also, my father's alarm just went off, i guess he forgot to turn it off before he left, and it explains why my dog woke me at 5:30 the other morning.
i just wish i wasn't alone right now, or this wasn't a ridiculously early time so i could call someone, when sunrises i suppose it's dog-walking time and i can have a cigarette and hopefully see some other people out, it seems important for me to see that other people are around and awake right now...