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I'm at work and there's nothing to do. All the books have been shelved, all the coloring sheets have been copied, I even made Andrea a "get well soon or die trying" card with little stick figures of how she should and should not look. example: andrea dead is crossed out, andrea dancing is not.
one of the worst things about the holidays is everyone is home from school and even those who are always around are getting out more and moving across my line of vision. When I said I could go the rest of my life with never seeing you again, I wasn't lying. so scoot.
I feel miserly, adding up dollars and cents, flipping between bank accounts and making things add up. getting as many possible hours in at work, even if it slowly kills me.
not having anyone beside my dad to use while playing with my camera makes me angry and resentful. This camera has made me so happy, it's what I've wanted for years, what I've lusted after, what I've been saving up for, and now I have it, I can do photography again. but no one will indulge me. but I think I'll take pictures whenever I want and if people don't like it then they don't need to stay, I really don't mind.
one of the worst things about the holidays is everyone is home from school and even those who are always around are getting out more and moving across my line of vision. When I said I could go the rest of my life with never seeing you again, I wasn't lying. so scoot.
I feel miserly, adding up dollars and cents, flipping between bank accounts and making things add up. getting as many possible hours in at work, even if it slowly kills me.
not having anyone beside my dad to use while playing with my camera makes me angry and resentful. This camera has made me so happy, it's what I've wanted for years, what I've lusted after, what I've been saving up for, and now I have it, I can do photography again. but no one will indulge me. but I think I'll take pictures whenever I want and if people don't like it then they don't need to stay, I really don't mind.