why does it hurt so much!!!
What can you do about all the shit that is going around you.. normally i haven't have problems with that..
but right now it has been to much..
Two friends of ours decided to stop the relationship they are in.. normally that is normal..but this couple have a kid..( 2 years, yeah beck's if you are reading this it is Mark and Jessica with there kid Jimmy) I am so sad for the kid.. not really for the couple.. we all saw it coming but it still was a suprise... We where there when he told her, he didn't love her anymore and wanted to quiet there relationship..
in that morning mark's grandparent got his finger between the car door.. he lost the top of his finger.. It was really sad.. but intresting to see that he only had one side of his nail on his finger.. yeah i know.. not so cool!! he is okay now.. he doesn't have to worrie about breaking a nail!
Than mark and i got such good news.. NOT.!!! Gretch and mary when you are reading this don't be shocked.. but Bas en Kim ended there relationship this weekend.. bas went out of the house for a week..stayed with his parents, so that she could make time for herself.. but all the damage was done.. she decided to go back home to her dad.. and made the choice to stop there relationship.. normally stuf like this is something that i can leave aside.. but this was emotionel so hard.. that i had a break down last thursday..
Cryed my eyes out when i had Bas on the phone.. after talking to him for an hour.. i totally lost it.. i couldn't deal with it anymore... thank god my best friend was there to support me.. she has been doing that this hole weekend.. she even stayed with me to make sure i got some sleep!!
I love her.. she is the best!
All these things makes you wonder about life.. just makes you stop for a minut thinking about all the stuff that has been going on.. i can keep on going with different problems i had with people this week.. but i am so tired, fiscally, mentally i am just empty!! i probably need a good vacation.. stil have 3 weeks and a month to go...than i am in Lanzerote in spain.. to see how laura is doing.. missing her so much!!
Yeah why does it hurt so much.. even do it is not you in that situation....................................................