Feb 18, 2006 02:43
had to work tonight. kara and i did a party for a hearing impaired birthday at rollhaven. it was....interesting. i didnt end up doing much cuz kara was bouncing around getting it all done before me. found out that i need a lot of practice in my signing. i suck just a bit. and they didnt tip.....damn.
auditioned on monday, i think it went well. i actually didnt screw up anything for once.
get to play a sweet hockey tourney tomorrow and sunday.all girls league. and i got new hockey pants. they are orange and they are very cool. they will go well with my oversize purple jersey.after i wash it, that is.
i think i just realized that i am jealous of pretty much everything that kara does. she seems to have girls and other people just falling all over her and i havent seen or heard from my own girlfriend in like, 2 or so weeks. the last time i talked to her, she told me she was in the hospital and junk.im just so confused. why does kara seem so much better off? shes doing better in school. she gets the girl. people go to her for help. i feel like the tagalong.someone who isnt with anyone in a group or not even wanted. mebbe im overanalyzing. or it could be because im tired and im slowly freezing to death.who knows.im so tired of this.....school, work, drama,whathaveyou.