I think its eating me from the inside out

Jul 25, 2006 14:10

I dont want it to be true ... but if it is i dont want to be strung along. What am i supposed to do?
If he admits he's in love with her. what am i supposed to say? do? think?

It's too late for it not to hurt now..

I should just say it. Ask him. i dont think i've ever been this afraid of just asking a question.

I called zach today just to talk. i told him whats goin on.. he laughed. I'm so over it! Over him.

How can he not be over her! i've waited too long . i've gone through too much for him not to be in the same place.

I guess i should understand. but I just dont want to. I think maybe if i just punched her in the face this would all be done.

He would defend her... like he always does.... i'm so dumb. i should of known the first time i met him. he loved her && likes me..
Well this is not for real, afraid to feel
I just hit the floor, don't ask for more
I'm wasting my time 
You can't drop the feeling, there is no reason
Just make the call and take it all again
Previous post Next post
Up