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[dancing_queen_]

Rules:
1. Leave a comment saying you want to be interviewed.
2. I'll reply and give you five questions to answer.
3. You'll update your LJ with the five questions answered.
4. You'll include this explanation.
5. You ask other people five questions when they want to be interviewed. And it just keeps going, and going, and going.
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[sovern_614]

1) I didn't know I would choose the others over you at the time... I had just started relationships with them, and I did not know in the first place how my relationships with them, or you, would develope. The only one I could have possibly preffered over you was YnB at the time.

I'll admit it though. Getting involved with more than once person was stupid for any of us to do.

And why do you say that I preffered the others over you. You don't even KNOW if I prefer anyone besides YnB over you. That's just a tad bit hypocritical.

2) I would start over again... with the whole relationship thing. I wouldn't be with more than one person...

3) Being with more than one person. I should have seen all the pain it would cause. I should have known better.

4) I remember suddenly being out of the puzzle... I was in a body similar to mine, but I knew it wasn't my body. And I remember a mind link forming between me and Yuugi.

5) My biggest fears for the future...? *thinks*

My biggest fear at the moment is losing one of you... Becuase of this whole love polygon. It already seems I might be losing YnB... distancing myself from him... I don't want that to happen. With him... or anyone else.

[dancing_queen_]

1.) That's not the POINT! You still had someone else you cared about! You don't just toy with another person's emotions like that. *narrows eyes dangerously* Especially a person who liked, dare I say, loved you for a long time, and had to settle with nothing more than friendship.

I'm not being hypocritical. I just know the truth, and it mocks me, damnit! I was stupid enough to let myself get into something I knew was wrong, and didn't bother to end it...

5.) Well, you're going to end up losing someone no matter what. Things like this NEVER work out.

[sovern_614]

That didn't seem to stop you from getting involved with multiple people! Do you think I did this just to toy with your emotions? You're acting as if I purposly hurt you, which isn't the case at all!

And an fyi, before this conversation I had been considering choosing you if I were to choose only one person. But I don't think that's going to happen now.

[dancing_queen_]

You may not have meant to, but you did anyway. I didn't WANT all of this to happen. I wouldn't exactly say no to YOU, someone I had liked for so long. Most girls WOULDN'T turn down a man they've like for a long time if they suddenly showed interest in her! So don't you dare turn this back on me. And you know what? The others, save Ryou, seem to be far to interested in whoever else they're with! And I havn't even SEEN Ryou since...*shakes head* That's not important. With Varon...that's more playfulness than anything else. I think we'd make good FRIENDS...

*snorts slightly* Why doesn't that surprise me? I'm being left alone by most of the others, so this is just another thing to add to the list.

[sovern_614]

Dammit neither of us meant for this to happen but it did. And arguing over it is pointless! All we can do is deal with it. So stop blaming others completely for your pain and learn to face your problems instead of whining about them and starting fights with everyone else!

[dancing_queen_]

I am hardly starting fights with anyone else. You, and only you, are the one I confronted. i'm not blaming everyone else for my pain either. It's my fault, and I'm willing to admit that. But you know what? Knowing you can't COMPARE to another person, no matter how hard you try, hurts. You have no CLUE how long I've been holding all of this in, so don't you DARE tell me to stop whining. I NEVER tell tell people how I really feel. I always have to be happy-go-fucking-LUCKY to keep everyone ELSE up.

I can't deal with this anymore. I hate hiding things from people. I hate HURTING people the way I have been. And 'all we can do is deal with it'? How the hell do we plan on doing that? Our friendship CAN'T be the same after everything...

[sovern_614]

Whoever SAID you had to be happy-go-lucky? No one has forced you at gunpoint to be like that. It's YOUR choice. So don't bitch to me about something that's out of my control.

[dancing_queen_]

*hisses* If I don't do it, who is? God knows that my friends get DOWN all the time, and SOMEONE has to help them out. How many times have YOU been a duel, and the odds were against you? How many times have I sat on the side, unable to do ANYTHING but yell encouraging words? Would you rather it be silent, and you be on your own? I can do that if you want...

[sovern_614]

Do whatever you want, I don't care. Having your support means a lot to me, but if it's such a damn burden to you then don't bother.

[dancing_queen_]

I never said it was a burden. I just hate putting on a front all the damn time! Trying to keep everyone ELSE up when things are getting bad, and not showing fear kinda takes a lot out of a person. I just don't know how much more I can take...

[sovern_614]

Don't take it then! No one expects you to be all happy-go-lucky all the time. The only one responsible fo that is yourself.

[dancing_queen_]

*rubs temples* Look. I'm not getting into this with you. I can't, and I won't, do it. Just...*shakes head* Forget it. I can't do this anymore. I can't do ANY of it anymore...

[sovern_614]

Perhaps it is best if I leave then. The only thing my presence seems to bring at the moment is tension.

[dancing_queen_]

*folds arms tightly across her chest* Maybe you should. *swallows hard* I don't think...I don't think there's much more to say...