Today was better...
So, today was definitely better than yesterday...but I still wish I could get my life back on track. So, after last night...today at lunch, Zane came & saw with us. which kinda pissed me off...'cause i know that he didn't sit with us because he wanted to...it was 'cause all his friends had just left..and i really didn't want to have to act happy around him today. ya know? so i basically just pretended he wasn't there. and then i saw him again later on & i was like..geez, thanks so much god for showing him to me so many times today.
so afton's upset w/ me, i can tell. she talked to me earlier about how stressed she was & i know that i only added to her stress. but tonight, she just went to bed w/o talking to me & i know how upset she must be. i feel bad, i really do, i don't want to hurt her. but i'm so excited about the house, it's going to bed so much fun!!!
i'm tired though, didn't sleep much last night, so i'm gonna go to bed.
jen..loved the pic. it was adorable..thanks for the post, thanks kate for the post too...manzo, it was good chatting w/ ya for a little while tonight. keep that fish healthy!
love ya all
so afton's upset w/ me, i can tell. she talked to me earlier about how stressed she was & i know that i only added to her stress. but tonight, she just went to bed w/o talking to me & i know how upset she must be. i feel bad, i really do, i don't want to hurt her. but i'm so excited about the house, it's going to bed so much fun!!!
i'm tired though, didn't sleep much last night, so i'm gonna go to bed.
jen..loved the pic. it was adorable..thanks for the post, thanks kate for the post too...manzo, it was good chatting w/ ya for a little while tonight. keep that fish healthy!
love ya all