In one of those moods...
i'm so glad it's the weekend...gosh...this past week just dragged on forever! i so wish that we had the whole week off next week...that would be so nice. but of course mck has to be gay. i'm just in one of those moods where i don't wanna do anything at all...and i feel like blah...ya know?
last night we had our "wild turkey" party...at a bar called shenanigan's...well it was travis's b-day this week so he had a party at his aparmtent (a.k.a. also zane's apartment) so ya know, i figured it would be ok...that i could be around him & not give a shit...WRONG! it sucked so bad...it was awkward..and he made it awkward..and it was just stupid. so i guess we can't hang out like normal anymore. which sucks really bad because all i want is for things to work out. i know that things happen for a reason. but i honestly realized how much i had lost after i lost him. but..now it's too late.
tomorrow is nutcracker...i just want it to be over! i look like a big dweeb in my tutu...and my tiara! :) hehe...it should be interesting. but my parents are coming up & we're gonna all go look at the house..yeah!! but that's all for now..nothing great happening...
manzo..hope ya have a great t'giving...kate...hope you're having a blast at home..jenna..hope you & cam are having good times....love ya
last night we had our "wild turkey" party...at a bar called shenanigan's...well it was travis's b-day this week so he had a party at his aparmtent (a.k.a. also zane's apartment) so ya know, i figured it would be ok...that i could be around him & not give a shit...WRONG! it sucked so bad...it was awkward..and he made it awkward..and it was just stupid. so i guess we can't hang out like normal anymore. which sucks really bad because all i want is for things to work out. i know that things happen for a reason. but i honestly realized how much i had lost after i lost him. but..now it's too late.
tomorrow is nutcracker...i just want it to be over! i look like a big dweeb in my tutu...and my tiara! :) hehe...it should be interesting. but my parents are coming up & we're gonna all go look at the house..yeah!! but that's all for now..nothing great happening...
manzo..hope ya have a great t'giving...kate...hope you're having a blast at home..jenna..hope you & cam are having good times....love ya