damn, i dont even remember the last time i typed in here. i just need to rant bad.
i can't sleep.
should i just quit vans? like no 2 weeks or anything? i know FOR SURE i got the job at MGM but on the other hand i cant get a hold of the person for orientation. i dont know how long its gonna take for me to get started at MGM. i need money pretty bad but i think i can make it on 2 checks. i hate Vans so much though you don't even know. i just wanna go in there and fucking punch my store manager in the god damn face. like today i had a total john about not going to work. no ride at all. she got hella butthurt and started yelling at me. so, i just dont wanna deal with her shit anymore. man, should i just call and quit tommorow? i don't wanna put stress on other people though. like camille. fuck, i don't know what to do.
im also worrying about a certain someone right now. im all paranoid and fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. i just wanna fucking start this job so i can make money and get a new car and have a reason to just sit at home and be like "yah, i got work early".
plus to top is all off, my parents all of a sudden decide to ask for money i borrowed from them once or twice. i hate my family a lot. i cannot stand any of them. a brother who is fucking whack and stains the floor with hooka and blames it on me and my friends. a mom who gambles and wastes money that we could put into a vacation or even hour house. i haven't seen any of my family in like 7 years. its fucking stupid. then a dad that keeps taking the mom back because hes so fucking stubborn.
Fucking ugh. Just fucking ugh.
should i just quit vans? like no 2 weeks or anything? i know FOR SURE i got the job at MGM but on the other hand i cant get a hold of the person for orientation. i dont know how long its gonna take for me to get started at MGM. i need money pretty bad but i think i can make it on 2 checks. i hate Vans so much though you don't even know. i just wanna go in there and fucking punch my store manager in the god damn face. like today i had a total john about not going to work. no ride at all. she got hella butthurt and started yelling at me. so, i just dont wanna deal with her shit anymore. man, should i just call and quit tommorow? i don't wanna put stress on other people though. like camille. fuck, i don't know what to do.
im also worrying about a certain someone right now. im all paranoid and fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. i just wanna fucking start this job so i can make money and get a new car and have a reason to just sit at home and be like "yah, i got work early".
plus to top is all off, my parents all of a sudden decide to ask for money i borrowed from them once or twice. i hate my family a lot. i cannot stand any of them. a brother who is fucking whack and stains the floor with hooka and blames it on me and my friends. a mom who gambles and wastes money that we could put into a vacation or even hour house. i haven't seen any of my family in like 7 years. its fucking stupid. then a dad that keeps taking the mom back because hes so fucking stubborn.
Fucking ugh. Just fucking ugh.