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Kami-sama...why is it that each time we have a small bit of peace something happen to fall on our heads? This is all so confusing, so hard to understand. Somehow...this does not bode well I think.
I...called her my parents yesterday. They will not be here for the competition. I already expected it but it...is still hard. Makes me wonder if work is so very important for them. It's not like they can't take a bit to just say "Hi". Oh well...I guess I'm used to it already.
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I don't know what will happen now. I was so happy that I had managed to speak with Isis-sa...I mean, with Isis. That will take sometime to get used to. But I thought that maybe, just maybe, if everyone met they could discuss their problems and find a peaceful solution.
But now...I fear that making Isis meet with everyone else will make things worse. I hope they behave. Everyone's hurt enough and there's no way I'm going to let it happen.
I do not regret my choice. Friendship is something given willingly. Friends are there for the good and bad times and...I've been absent enough in the last times. Besides she's a very nice person and a woman to boot. The testosterone around me is already too much. Why is it so wrong to say "I understand?"
But I wonder now...what will happen?
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*frowns slightly* Who is this third party? And why do I have a feeling this will bring more problems?
I...called her my parents yesterday. They will not be here for the competition. I already expected it but it...is still hard. Makes me wonder if work is so very important for them. It's not like they can't take a bit to just say "Hi". Oh well...I guess I'm used to it already.
[Private]
I don't know what will happen now. I was so happy that I had managed to speak with Isis-sa...I mean, with Isis. That will take sometime to get used to. But I thought that maybe, just maybe, if everyone met they could discuss their problems and find a peaceful solution.
But now...I fear that making Isis meet with everyone else will make things worse. I hope they behave. Everyone's hurt enough and there's no way I'm going to let it happen.
I do not regret my choice. Friendship is something given willingly. Friends are there for the good and bad times and...I've been absent enough in the last times. Besides she's a very nice person and a woman to boot. The testosterone around me is already too much. Why is it so wrong to say "I understand?"
But I wonder now...what will happen?
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*frowns slightly* Who is this third party? And why do I have a feeling this will bring more problems?