Pray for this FTM & DD
I'm trying to keep my eyes dried so I can write this post. First of all, hug your babies and good husbands and be glad you never will have to experience this.
Starting this morning at 4am, my BF comes into the room with tears rolling down his face holding our daughter. She was limp and was barely breathing. He tells me to call 911 because she was having difficulty breathing. I proceed to call them and they arrived 10 minutes later. They asked us questions as to why her forhead was bruised and swollen. I had no idea because I had been sleeping and my BF woke up to her vaguely crying. They found a bite mark on her arm and questioned me like I should of known it was there. Zoe was completely fine last night, why is it this morning she looks like someone had abused her?
My BF got to ride in the ambulance with her while I stayed behind to talk with the police officers. They asked me when my BF spends time with her alone and I told them he gets up with her in the mornings. I never thought that he would ever do anything to hurt our daughter.
Once I arrived at the hospital, I wasn't able to see her for another hour. So I sat in the room crying on the phone with my mom trying to figure out why police officers were guarding the door that went to my room. Couple minutes later the nurse comes in to question me about her markings. I had no idea where they came from so I didn't give much help to her.
Then my BF comes in. He has no emotion to his face. He barely says a word to me. Then he says that Zoe was bleeding in her head and she has to be transferred to the Seattle Childrens Hospital because of how badly she was hurt. When I got the chance to go see Zoe, I did. I walked in and almost fell to my knees bawling my eyes out because she looked like an abuse victim. Her face is swollen and brusied, she had a bite mark on her arm, she had markings on her neck like she was choked. I can't believe I'm living this nightmare.
People stared at me like I had done it to her, which I didnt. I would never ever hurt my daughter. I left the room to see how my BF was doing and he could barely even look at me.
When I left, the investigators walked into the room so they could talk to him. They told me to drive to the police station so they could question me while Zoe was being transferred to the other hospital.
When I got to the station, I went in and noticed my BF wasn't with them. I sat down and the first thing the lady tells me is "He admitted to abusing Zoe". I bursted out crying and hyperventilating. I couldn't believe someone so sweet and caring could do this to his own daughter.His excuse to the investigator was he was "stressed" and "upset" so when he woke up this morning to get Zoe, she was crying and he got aggitated and abused her.
He is now in jail on bail. I am leaving him. I'm packing my shit and I'm heading to Florida. I can't believe the guy I was going to marry and spend the rest of my life with is an infant abuser.
I can't even go see my own daughter because the CPS has temporary custody until they figure out what to do. If I lose her to some adoptive family I'm going to find my ex and kill him.
I guess you really don't know a person. I was with him for 1 1/2 years and 2 weeks after Zoe was born he had been abusing her without me knowing.
I dont know if any of you remember the post I put up about the teeth markings on her feet? Well, that was him. He's been abusing her ever since my mom left back to Florida 2 weeks after Zoe was born.
I'm so dumb and blind, I cant believe I was lied to and played like a fool.