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Alright. I'm a giant asshole. I'm not even kidding right now. This post is open for my entire flist to see, and anyone else who wants to. Because this really is by far one of the worst things I've done. mousie962, Jess, had a birthday, and I forgot about it. And I didn't say a word to her, and I didn't post anything on here. I started school and I'm really sick and things got hectic, and I missed a few other birthdays as well, including my brother's, but that's no excuse. Because Jess is the person who emailed with me every day, four times a day, during the hardest time I've been through these past few years, and just because I told her I'd like her to. And to this day I don't know if she knows how much she has helped me, but she saved me with those emails. Saved me. And Jess is the person whose support and faith in me never ceases to amaze me. And Jess is the talented and sensitive and compassionate and kind friend anyone would be lucky to have, and she's the person I'm grateful for everyday, and she's an inspiration to me, and I forgot her birthday and made her think I don't know what about why I didn't email or call.
Jess, I'm sorry. I'm so so so sorry. This is just the stupidest thing I've done in a very long while. I had no ill intentions, but that doesn't make up for it. I love you so much, and I do hope you had a good birthday, and I'm sorry, SO sorry.
Jess, I'm sorry. I'm so so so sorry. This is just the stupidest thing I've done in a very long while. I had no ill intentions, but that doesn't make up for it. I love you so much, and I do hope you had a good birthday, and I'm sorry, SO sorry.