Jun 26, 2005 20:50
After Oscar and I broke up I made a list of what I wanted not only in a boyfriend, but also what I wanted in a husband. God willing I wish that my future husband have these characteristics and qualities:
1. Smart/Intelligent
2. Creative
3. Funny/Silly
4. Romantic
5. Sweet
6. Thoughtful
7. Detailed
8. Honest
9. Reliable
10. Trustworthy
11. A Good Christian
12. Respectful
13. Cute
14. Taller Than Me! :)
Because I haven't had much to do I have decided to type everything that I wrote down immediately after I broke up with Oscar. So many things have been locked up within me that have ultimately hurt me and other loved ones as well. I have therefore decided to let it all out because I do not believe that I had an opportunity to do so. Some may know the story while others only now the surface part of it. Unfortunately this event did hurt me in a life altering way. This is why I have been writing a little weird lately. But not that anyone cares cause no one has left any comments so i figure no one cares. But anywho, this is mostly for my own reasons and purposes.