Football games, Scotch & excess bagage
Im feeling slightly hungover and sorry for myself today... Why I hear you ask?
It all began yesterday morning... I had applied my make up.. picked out a suitable "date top/ football goers" top.. and fixed my hair just so... ok good! i thought and awaited the arrival of my Date.
He arrived exactly on time... 11am.
I rushed out the door while my nanna stood watch from the porch...(she's such a sticky beak!! if you haven't met my nana... she is the classic nosey neighbour, if only we had a fence she could peer over and say "youhoo!! only me What are you doing over there?" )
anyway... everything was going fine... we went to his boss's coffee shop and ate a huge meal & a few glasses of scotch.. haha!!!.. it was right next to a shoe shop so a had a good look around in there... & that was nice:-)
Then we went to his work to drop off is car.. he made me a nice cup of coffee and I got to see where he worked:-) very pleasant:-)(he works for a coffee distribution company incase you were wondering about the constant reference to coffee)
We caught a cab to the normanbey (is the the correct spelling??)
had a few more glasses of scotch (we were going to the football apparently it's part of the experience to "piss it up" or "get on the grog" please excuse my vulgar choice of words:-)
I begin to notice him chuck in few "ex girlfriend" comments here and there.... hmmm..... warning bell start to go off... but drown them out with yet more scotch:-)
We arrive at suncorp stadium for my first ever football game:-) wohoo!!! feeling pretty tipsy at this point:-) yet decide that I should buy more scotch:-)
Ran down to visit sharne during her lunch break~ that was cool:-) neva seen sharne in work mode before.... except maybe woolies back in the day...
come back to the game with yet more scotch.... really getting pretty wasted!!!
THE BRONCO'S WON!!!!! woohoo!!! feeling great!! having fun:-)
He askes if I would like to come back to his...chill and watch some movies...Decide this might be nice. I accept his request.
As we get close to his house he decides that this is the moment that he's going to tell me that he's not over his ex..... I would've knew this anyway... he still had pictures of her up even a letter that she had written to him stuck to the wall.... he continues to tell me... it's over... he's not getting back with her or anything... & he just wants to take things really slow.... hummph sure!!!
What I should have done at this point should be: ~ tell him that I've been through this before... I don't need to go through it AGAIN!!!
I should have demanded that he take me home..
(let me add that home is a bloody long way..... he lives in the middle of nowhere!!!)
What I did instead was stupid and silly and dumb! Take into consideration that I was drunk and I haven't had tim tams since I broke up with dean..... In Feburary!!!! (the girls will know what I mean by this)
So I went with Tim Tams... & now I feel fiendish... I have realised that I simply do not have any self control!!!!
Then We watched V for Vendetta... long... long.... long.... too long for the mood that I was in....
he drove me home after that.... I couldn't behave normally... I felt weird... I didn't know what to say:-( he told me he'd see me on my birthday....
I feel like I should ring him... I don't have the guts..... maybe I should just leave it up to him.... back off abit..... No more Tim Tams!!!!
I like him alot for fucks sake!!:-( do I have a sign on my head that attracts guys with ex difficulties!!!
Plus all that alcohol I drunk is giving me a hard time.. I feel a little hungover:-( and my back hurts:-(
deh!!!!! deh!!!! deh!!!!
It all began yesterday morning... I had applied my make up.. picked out a suitable "date top/ football goers" top.. and fixed my hair just so... ok good! i thought and awaited the arrival of my Date.
He arrived exactly on time... 11am.
I rushed out the door while my nanna stood watch from the porch...(she's such a sticky beak!! if you haven't met my nana... she is the classic nosey neighbour, if only we had a fence she could peer over and say "youhoo!! only me What are you doing over there?" )
anyway... everything was going fine... we went to his boss's coffee shop and ate a huge meal & a few glasses of scotch.. haha!!!.. it was right next to a shoe shop so a had a good look around in there... & that was nice:-)
Then we went to his work to drop off is car.. he made me a nice cup of coffee and I got to see where he worked:-) very pleasant:-)(he works for a coffee distribution company incase you were wondering about the constant reference to coffee)
We caught a cab to the normanbey (is the the correct spelling??)
had a few more glasses of scotch (we were going to the football apparently it's part of the experience to "piss it up" or "get on the grog" please excuse my vulgar choice of words:-)
I begin to notice him chuck in few "ex girlfriend" comments here and there.... hmmm..... warning bell start to go off... but drown them out with yet more scotch:-)
We arrive at suncorp stadium for my first ever football game:-) wohoo!!! feeling pretty tipsy at this point:-) yet decide that I should buy more scotch:-)
Ran down to visit sharne during her lunch break~ that was cool:-) neva seen sharne in work mode before.... except maybe woolies back in the day...
come back to the game with yet more scotch.... really getting pretty wasted!!!
THE BRONCO'S WON!!!!! woohoo!!! feeling great!! having fun:-)
He askes if I would like to come back to his...chill and watch some movies...Decide this might be nice. I accept his request.
As we get close to his house he decides that this is the moment that he's going to tell me that he's not over his ex..... I would've knew this anyway... he still had pictures of her up even a letter that she had written to him stuck to the wall.... he continues to tell me... it's over... he's not getting back with her or anything... & he just wants to take things really slow.... hummph sure!!!
What I should have done at this point should be: ~ tell him that I've been through this before... I don't need to go through it AGAIN!!!
I should have demanded that he take me home..
(let me add that home is a bloody long way..... he lives in the middle of nowhere!!!)
What I did instead was stupid and silly and dumb! Take into consideration that I was drunk and I haven't had tim tams since I broke up with dean..... In Feburary!!!! (the girls will know what I mean by this)
So I went with Tim Tams... & now I feel fiendish... I have realised that I simply do not have any self control!!!!
Then We watched V for Vendetta... long... long.... long.... too long for the mood that I was in....
he drove me home after that.... I couldn't behave normally... I felt weird... I didn't know what to say:-( he told me he'd see me on my birthday....
I feel like I should ring him... I don't have the guts..... maybe I should just leave it up to him.... back off abit..... No more Tim Tams!!!!
I like him alot for fucks sake!!:-( do I have a sign on my head that attracts guys with ex difficulties!!!
Plus all that alcohol I drunk is giving me a hard time.. I feel a little hungover:-( and my back hurts:-(
deh!!!!! deh!!!! deh!!!!