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It seems like its everyones "year" anniversary.
Tahnee and Matt's is comming up...sooo darling.
I dont know everyone is just like ahhh with everything.
I dont have a special year anniversary... I dont care.
It would be nice but that shit scares me.
I shiver at the word commitment.
_Im always the one to give out advice.
why cant anyone give me advice?
Im finally happy, I wouldn't know what I would do with out Le Jason. Im totally falling for him fast... Its been about almost 10 weeks we've been talking on weds. Crazy thing to say since none of my past things have lasted this long. But I have sooo much fun with him and he told me he wont let me mess this up. I know deep down I'd most likely mess it up...thats just how I am, but he tells me otherwise. Its nice to have a boy now, Im very content in everything... a little confused, but arent we all? He told me that hes never felt the way he feels with me with another girl. I believe him to tell the truth, I dont see him as some boy who will say stuff just to get into my pants. Even though he knows he wont. I know now what people are talking about when they say stuff about how nothing else matter except the person their with or that that person makes you sooo happy. I know its kind of early but hey Jason makes me feel all special, even though I dont think I am.
Tahnee and Matt's is comming up...sooo darling.
I dont know everyone is just like ahhh with everything.
I dont have a special year anniversary... I dont care.
It would be nice but that shit scares me.
I shiver at the word commitment.
_Im always the one to give out advice.
why cant anyone give me advice?
Im finally happy, I wouldn't know what I would do with out Le Jason. Im totally falling for him fast... Its been about almost 10 weeks we've been talking on weds. Crazy thing to say since none of my past things have lasted this long. But I have sooo much fun with him and he told me he wont let me mess this up. I know deep down I'd most likely mess it up...thats just how I am, but he tells me otherwise. Its nice to have a boy now, Im very content in everything... a little confused, but arent we all? He told me that hes never felt the way he feels with me with another girl. I believe him to tell the truth, I dont see him as some boy who will say stuff just to get into my pants. Even though he knows he wont. I know now what people are talking about when they say stuff about how nothing else matter except the person their with or that that person makes you sooo happy. I know its kind of early but hey Jason makes me feel all special, even though I dont think I am.