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Im sick of all these cunts wanting to start drama. Get the fuck over it bitches, Im nothing to be causing drama from so leave me out of it. Yesterday my dad went all crazy on my brother and I, he basicly told me Im nothing and that the grade Im getting in photo doesn't count. That totally upset me since I love photography now, I basicly can take pictures of whatever the fuck I want. Of course I choose ones that need a lot of thought and work put into it. Like the teen issues assignment: Yeah my topic was "cutting/depression" but it wasnt like any other person doing it. Mine took a lot of thought, I mean I dont think you can really think of splattering your bathroom walls with chocolate syrup and taking pictures of someone with the syrup in their hands. This means: depression, I know that sometimes your always sad and you blame everything on yourself or other people. Thats why theres "blood" or chocolate on her hands and my walls. If you dont get it I'll tell you more.
Anyways, So when my dad was done getting all crazy on me...that took like a day. So basicly this afternoon he comes home and tells me to have a seat next to him. He takes off all the shit on the computer, so I could have the computer, then takes out his wallet and was like "here" and hands me $20. Im fucking shocked, He never gave me that much money cuz he was sorry...Im guessing he really was. He should be, it was lame.
Anyways Im going to prom with Jason, heck yes. I want to go and since tahneers is like "linzy your going with jason to prom" HA, yeah Im going. I have my dress, now I need shoes and everything else. I need money too, but Jason and I will figure things out I hope. OH my cousin met Jason on Sunday, it was so funny. She was like giving him the dirtiest look and saying I can only go to "First Base". Oh and that shes watching us... I dont know but it was a fun day with my cousin and parentals and Jason. On Friday I get to see my doctor, heck yes Im soo happy...my moms all freaking out since when i get my rag i get bad cramps and bleed a lot. so shes like "i want you on the pill blah blahhh" haha Im not having anyone touch my vagina thank you very much. I dont need anyone looking up there, Linzys a VIRGIN. Yup big shocker...but I am.