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my music ^... this song gives me major postal service vibes, cuz the lyrics have a similar theme... conor goes "i wanna be the..." and lists off random metaphors = ps's "ill be the _____ (e.g. phonograph, platform shoes, etc)" (brand new colony)... idk maybe you kids know what im talking about....
so ive decided not to hate christmas this year... or at least to try not to. yes, those of you who know me are thinking "alyssa hates christmas?? but shes always so peppy and hyper and pleasant, she doesnt seem like the xmas hating type"... well, those of you who really KNOW me know that i detest xmas. i really do. its not at all what its supposed to be about and all it is is tons and tons of unnecessary stress. but alas, im kinda getting into the season right now, at least more than is normal for me, so hopefully the xmas-hating side of me will subside this time around. ive spent the last hour or so being festive... wrapping things and making little treat bags and what not, and its effectively putting me more in the spirit. i just have so much on my mind right now w/ college that the holidays are the last thing on my mind.
hmm latest alyssa news. i officially work at walgreens now, tonight was my first day. making alot more than i did at amc, so yay for that. i also didnt mind it very much... i mean im sure it will get worse once the novelty has worn off, as does any job, but nevertheless im thinking ill like it there. bro comes home this weekend, which is good cuz this whole not having him here thing keeps throwing me off. especially right after he leaves from being home for a while... i seriously catch myself waking up in the morning and walking towards his room thinking "i wonder if erics up yet". haha im a spazz. umm praying my calc grade goes up so i dont fail out of the darn class... i swear signing up for ap calc bc is a death wish, i have no clue why i did it. i also have TONS of college stuff to finish up over break. im thinking my break will seriously consist of walgreens and college essays, and thats it. oh well, both money and getting accepted to schools are worth the time. what else, what else.... i really cant think right now. my brains like refusing to function. i think its sleep deprivation. kk im outie (heh that just reminded me of clueless...) have a grand night and happy almost break to you all!!!
so ive decided not to hate christmas this year... or at least to try not to. yes, those of you who know me are thinking "alyssa hates christmas?? but shes always so peppy and hyper and pleasant, she doesnt seem like the xmas hating type"... well, those of you who really KNOW me know that i detest xmas. i really do. its not at all what its supposed to be about and all it is is tons and tons of unnecessary stress. but alas, im kinda getting into the season right now, at least more than is normal for me, so hopefully the xmas-hating side of me will subside this time around. ive spent the last hour or so being festive... wrapping things and making little treat bags and what not, and its effectively putting me more in the spirit. i just have so much on my mind right now w/ college that the holidays are the last thing on my mind.
hmm latest alyssa news. i officially work at walgreens now, tonight was my first day. making alot more than i did at amc, so yay for that. i also didnt mind it very much... i mean im sure it will get worse once the novelty has worn off, as does any job, but nevertheless im thinking ill like it there. bro comes home this weekend, which is good cuz this whole not having him here thing keeps throwing me off. especially right after he leaves from being home for a while... i seriously catch myself waking up in the morning and walking towards his room thinking "i wonder if erics up yet". haha im a spazz. umm praying my calc grade goes up so i dont fail out of the darn class... i swear signing up for ap calc bc is a death wish, i have no clue why i did it. i also have TONS of college stuff to finish up over break. im thinking my break will seriously consist of walgreens and college essays, and thats it. oh well, both money and getting accepted to schools are worth the time. what else, what else.... i really cant think right now. my brains like refusing to function. i think its sleep deprivation. kk im outie (heh that just reminded me of clueless...) have a grand night and happy almost break to you all!!!