Today? I'm still fucking sad as hell but I also was able to write fic. Not just fic? But its fun and light. It's going to be Darcy/Steve, Bruce/Tony and oh god its bantery and light and just...its play. I missed this, the freedom to enjoy myself. I think it's because last night? I found this.
I'm in the black leather with my hand up. DeeDee is touching my hand in the black and white. My little sister is beneath us, second back. It was so freaking happy that it unlocked something.
So now I have 1100 words of Darcy and Tony bantering. It feels so good. I dont have words for what its like to have that but its like BREATHING again.