I'm feelin' down and I do appreciate you being round
So, I've been sitting on this for a few days but at my last session, my therapist Robin asked me to consider hospitalization for my mental health problems (of which there are many). At the moment, I have very few responsibilities and I could actually find the time to go inpatient without it throwing my whole life into chaos and I've reached my insurance deductible so it will never be more affordable than it is right now. I've been stewing on this for a few days. I talked to a couple of friends and my mother and, um, I think I'm going to do it. I'm not sure when. And I'm scared. It's the thing I've been thinking of before I go to bed every night since Tuesday but, there it is. I don't know that there's a point to this post except that you guys are my family and I wanted you to know.