Sep 03, 2010 17:07
Yeah I know. Another post from me. Sorry about that.
Therapy was intense as hell but I was basically all about Doing The Hard Work today because of how rough shit's been. And Dix is good about that sort of thing so he took all the things I said and then applied them to the way I've been changing since he started seeing me 3 months ago(which is a lot now that I think about it. Two times a week, four weeks a month, for three months and counting). And he asked me questions about my history that it never OCCURRED to me to tell him but that were totally relevant once I got talking, which is why I feel like he's a good therapist.
He thinks that the doom spirals are part of a rapid cycling acute issue on the bipolar scale which makes sense as I used to have rapid cycling mania when I was in high school. I then went to my psychiatrists office, relayed all of that, and the shrink was like "yeah, mood stabilizer." So, I'm going home to that scrip. A little nervous to be on a new type of drug - as ever - but I have 10 days to adapt to it without a lot of stress so thats good :D
And now off I go. Atlanta here I come.
rollercoaster of crazy,
my brain has been hijacked,
more pills than grains of sand in zone 4