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15 DAYS for "G w/a C" 17 for MIKE and 19 for ME!! that wraps up all the important birthdays in JULY if i forgot your ooops hehe =-)
Since I have been a lazy bum there is some catching up for me to do....Lately I have been going to the gym a lot and I really look forward to going. It's kinda weird because before I was like I don't wanna go. However now I rush my day so that I can get to the gym and get my workout on. It's my new home away from home and everyone there is soo nice, I also like the fact that I notice some small changes starting to happen, which is the reward of it all lol. So far I have stopped drinking soda and I don't eat candy anymore. It's not as hard as I thought it would be. If you really stop and think about it your just sticking "crap" into your mouth that will just turn into fat, which is pretty gross ya know?? I'm also up to 8 glasses of water a day and I'm going strong hehe, I am soo gonna stick to this because it just gets easier as your go down the road lol...
Isn't it funny how time gives you a new since of perspective? I mean you feel one way for soo long and you think that you'll never think otherwise, but before you know it your views on the matter have totally shifted. For example if you asked me a month ago what if I wanted to be in a relationship or not I would have automatically said that is the one thing I want most. Ask me now and you're likely to get a chuckle or a "riiiiiiiight" from me...Don't get me wrong I'm not bashing on love and sayin that it sucks or anything I'm just saying I wanna really enjoy being single before I'm tied down...The past few years I have dwelled over past relationships and ones of pure fantasy, and for what?? All that really did was make me see the bad side of being single, when there is soo much more to being single than just being alone. The good side is now what I'm finally starting to see and I think I like it hehe. Relationships are just too complicated and stressful (again not all of them but some) and who wants to be stressed out in the summer not me that's for sure.. I think that now that I'm finally starting to like myself and be comfortable with me that the best thing for me to do is be single because I wanna have fun and you better believe that I am going to...For those of you who knew me at NU (lip slut and all) lets just say that year had nothing on the Hurricane that's comin up ;-) trust me you'll see when I come visit. I'm in the drivers seat and I'm not gonna obey the speed limit so buckle up and hold on for the ride or put your head between your knees and kiss your ass goodbye....
As they say in all the bars around 2am it's "closing time" and as I close this chapter in my life I open a new one that is guaranteed to be a page turner. The only question is...will you be included in it, or just reading about it from your computer desk? I guess only time will tell, it always has a funny way of getting rid of the phonies and bringing the real friends close. Eiter way Life goes on right?
Since I have been a lazy bum there is some catching up for me to do....Lately I have been going to the gym a lot and I really look forward to going. It's kinda weird because before I was like I don't wanna go. However now I rush my day so that I can get to the gym and get my workout on. It's my new home away from home and everyone there is soo nice, I also like the fact that I notice some small changes starting to happen, which is the reward of it all lol. So far I have stopped drinking soda and I don't eat candy anymore. It's not as hard as I thought it would be. If you really stop and think about it your just sticking "crap" into your mouth that will just turn into fat, which is pretty gross ya know?? I'm also up to 8 glasses of water a day and I'm going strong hehe, I am soo gonna stick to this because it just gets easier as your go down the road lol...
Isn't it funny how time gives you a new since of perspective? I mean you feel one way for soo long and you think that you'll never think otherwise, but before you know it your views on the matter have totally shifted. For example if you asked me a month ago what if I wanted to be in a relationship or not I would have automatically said that is the one thing I want most. Ask me now and you're likely to get a chuckle or a "riiiiiiiight" from me...Don't get me wrong I'm not bashing on love and sayin that it sucks or anything I'm just saying I wanna really enjoy being single before I'm tied down...The past few years I have dwelled over past relationships and ones of pure fantasy, and for what?? All that really did was make me see the bad side of being single, when there is soo much more to being single than just being alone. The good side is now what I'm finally starting to see and I think I like it hehe. Relationships are just too complicated and stressful (again not all of them but some) and who wants to be stressed out in the summer not me that's for sure.. I think that now that I'm finally starting to like myself and be comfortable with me that the best thing for me to do is be single because I wanna have fun and you better believe that I am going to...For those of you who knew me at NU (lip slut and all) lets just say that year had nothing on the Hurricane that's comin up ;-) trust me you'll see when I come visit. I'm in the drivers seat and I'm not gonna obey the speed limit so buckle up and hold on for the ride or put your head between your knees and kiss your ass goodbye....
As they say in all the bars around 2am it's "closing time" and as I close this chapter in my life I open a new one that is guaranteed to be a page turner. The only question is...will you be included in it, or just reading about it from your computer desk? I guess only time will tell, it always has a funny way of getting rid of the phonies and bringing the real friends close. Eiter way Life goes on right?