Why Do You Build Me Up Buttercup Baby Just To Let Me Down?
......so what now?......
This entry's probably going to be a little long so if you want to read it quickly....I guess just read the paragraph on my life....lol, I think I just gave you instructions in reading a livejournal....
Well well well.......it's been quite a while since I've updated. I don't know, I just really haven't been in the typing mood. Not like I haven't been doing a good enough job at keeping you all up to date on my oh so exciting musical of a life. I've taken soooo many pictures that I want to post, but I haven't uploaded them all or even put any of them on photobucket (a.k.a The Devil).
So the past few days......on Saturday I went to see Our Town with Lauren for my second time. It turned out to be a good show, and I finally learned what exactly it was. We left a little early and Tim picked us up. We went over to Applebee's to fetch Brandon and met him at Steak N Shake. But before this we jammed out to some techno....of course. And took pictures.....I swear I'm such a camera whore......what's become of me? Soooo....Food, a car ride crammed in a truck....there was some lap sitting......then Lauren's to watch Dickie Roberts.....on the floor.....It was a good night :)
Next day I got up at 6 to go to Tampa to audition for the Broadway Theatre Project. Now, you have to be 16 to be in it, but Mary (the head lady...thing) asked me to audition anyway. So I learned an amazing Fosse dance and a rythem tap dance for one part of the audition, then had to wait 6 HOURS for my song and monolouge part. It went well and Mary emailed me saying she wants me to go next year because I'm too young.....they thought I was almost 15 this year. Her bad. I guess they don't want me rooming with college students or something. Oh well.
Spitfire rehersals have been going well so far, we've only had music rehersals. Our first acting one was today. I don't have to dye my hair :) ......I got to see Jill's new shaded folicles this afternoon. She looks really good with the color....I'll take a picture later.
As for the subject of my life in its entirety. I'm confused as to what ways I want to go on certain things. Actually I know what I want, it's the people who affect the different subjects that confuse me. I talk to Mike alot about my over-analyzation problem. He's an enhanced analyzer....he can actually use his discoveries for good.....I just work myself up and nothing goes anywhere. If anywhere....down. I just wish I could know what people are trying to accomplish....what their intentions are....I guess I wouldn't really be living then, would I? Life is still going on pretty smoothly around me. Couples are in love....couples are breaking up.....people are reaching new points within themselves. Finding strengths, finding weaknesses, fears.....I guess I'm doing the same thing. I'm just so confused.....I'll figure things out soon enough.
Oh yeah....wow......Valentines Day is almost here! You got yo'sef a Valentine? I've actually never really had a Valentine before, except if you count last year when a boy from South Carolina sent me a letter and a bear in the mail....it was really sweet......but no. So we'll see how this year goes....
......think about it tomorrow......
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