He's gone for a whole week & I'm sad
My baby left about 4 this morning and didn't get to Myrtle Beach til like 12:30 in the afternoon. I miss him so much & it's only been hours . . not even a freakin day & I'm going crazy. Well, this is no lie . . . I think I'm breaking out in Hives over this. Mom told me she gets Hives when she gets nervous, scared or even extremely sad. Well, I'm feeling about all of them and she asked what was on my face. It's a hive. I guess this will prove to everyone, I'm really inlove because I'm going through sadness like crazy. I have never been this crazy or inlove with a boyfriend as much as I am with Todd. I Love him so much & I just wish he would come home already. : (
The cable guys finally came this morning at 8am and woke me up. So of course I didn't get to sleep in. It's not like I slept anyway, thinking of my baby. : / But now I have cable in my room, Dad's den room, kitchen, back room, living room, mom&Dad's bedroom and Mother's office. Then sometime soon I'm getting cable internet. I have the jack and everything. Now I just need to go get the cable box thingy. Maybe my lovah came come with me & hook it up. : ) He called me right when we were leaving and Mom was on my phone with her mother. So Todd left a message and I called back a little while after. His mother answered and told me he was on the pier with Mr. Terry. (Ap's Dad) I was upset but I was like I know he will call me back later. So then he called right when I was driving AGAIN and going out to dinner with my momma. I only talked to him for about 2 minutes and he said he might have a chance to call me when all the little kids go to bed. It's 10:00 now, so I don't think I'm gonna hear from him tonight. LIFES A BITCH! I want to talk to my fucking boyfriend.
I got a new pair of news (Nike Shock) . . a shirt .. pair of shorts .. now 19 cd & 50 Cent cd ..& landuray.
Well, I'm gonna go watch some tv .. since that shit is hooked up & fall asleep. *sweet dreams*
< 3 JesSie
TMT&JLS ALWAYS AND FOREVER!