why does it seem so hard ?
One more week til I leave for North Carolina with my family. I'm going alone this year because my best friend couldn't get off work for another week since she's been taking off alot. Mom didn't want me to take anybody else. She really wanted Julie to go and so did I. Then I tried to get Todd to go, but she said not this year. Next year maybe? She says, when we really get engaged and they know we are 100% getting married, he can come on vacation with us and possibly crusies. That would be so awesome and I can't wait til then. I'm so glad im inlove early in life because then you have so much to look forward too and it's so exciting and I just can't freakin wait. lol. : )
He came over today and helped me down stairs with my new room. Tonight will be the first time sleeping in it because my Dad and my bro Mike moved my furtinutre downstairs into my room. I wish Todd & I had more alone time today. That woulda been nice. We weren't really "together" at all today and it sucked so bad. We both are gonna cry next week when we lastly see each other. : / It's gonna be hard on both of us for two weeks. But he will have my cell phone, so anyone who wants my moms number, let me know and I might be able to give it to you. Depends on who you are. lol.