love me despite my complicatedness please. I help it when I can.
What is the purpose of life if not to be happy?
I thought I was, or would be..but again things are unsure to me.
The things that make me most happy, are not the things I seem to be doing with my life.
Why not?
I need to reevaluate my career options/decisions because I cannot imagine a life that does not include my true loves: writing and dancing.
All of this was spurred by a meeting with and advisor the other day.. and has been brewing ever since.
The question was brought up of why you really want to do your job.
I know I'd be good at physical therapy and I have a deep love for anatomy, the human body and how things work and can be fixed, which might be a good response..but it is a "logical" reason, not a real one in my beliefs.
Screw logic.
What do love and logic have to do with one another anyways?
In the movie I just watched he said
"I'd rather fight with you than make love to anyone else"
Well I feel that that can describe all of life.
You should have to fight for anything you truly want, and this makes me see physical therapy as an easy-out logical decision,
but maybe not where I want to be with my life.
Outside the "what do I want out of my life question, I am reasonably content at the moment. Of course love/relationship aspects of life always confuse me, but that is because I remain ever so complicated and maybe Brad is right in saying uptight. I'm only 20 and should just live life and enjoy it, not worrying so much how things will work out in the end.
Regardless, I know I'll be happy someday.
No matter what,I have faith I will end up where I belong.
I'll still worry about the job thing, considering I don't want to spend forever ever ever in college, but as for the rest,
I promise I'll try to enjoy it all
I thought I was, or would be..but again things are unsure to me.
The things that make me most happy, are not the things I seem to be doing with my life.
Why not?
I need to reevaluate my career options/decisions because I cannot imagine a life that does not include my true loves: writing and dancing.
All of this was spurred by a meeting with and advisor the other day.. and has been brewing ever since.
The question was brought up of why you really want to do your job.
I know I'd be good at physical therapy and I have a deep love for anatomy, the human body and how things work and can be fixed, which might be a good response..but it is a "logical" reason, not a real one in my beliefs.
Screw logic.
What do love and logic have to do with one another anyways?
In the movie I just watched he said
"I'd rather fight with you than make love to anyone else"
Well I feel that that can describe all of life.
You should have to fight for anything you truly want, and this makes me see physical therapy as an easy-out logical decision,
but maybe not where I want to be with my life.
Outside the "what do I want out of my life question, I am reasonably content at the moment. Of course love/relationship aspects of life always confuse me, but that is because I remain ever so complicated and maybe Brad is right in saying uptight. I'm only 20 and should just live life and enjoy it, not worrying so much how things will work out in the end.
Regardless, I know I'll be happy someday.
No matter what,I have faith I will end up where I belong.
I'll still worry about the job thing, considering I don't want to spend forever ever ever in college, but as for the rest,
I promise I'll try to enjoy it all