Breaking point

[dancinangel04]

I think I'm reaching my breaking point. I honestly don't think I can do this anymore unless there is a future for us in the near future. I could hold out a little while longer, but I don't want to. I want to know if there's something around the corner or if I should just start moving on now. I told him that we need to talk and I'm scared for this talk. I know I'm going to cry, because what I need to say is going to hurt me. I hate it when emotions are wrapped up in someone else. But for once, I'm being strong enough to stand up for myself and not put up with things anymore. I'm going to voice my opinion and say what I need to say. I'm starting to go crazy and psycho jealous and I just can't be that girl when I'm not even in a relationship. But really, there's only one person I get jealous of. Probably because I know her, but still. I just need to get things off my chest. I should write them down so that when we talk I don't get distracted into the "its okay" light. I need to make sure that my peace is said.
And with that, I'm off to fashion faux pas practice. ... don't think i'm really faux pas -ish tonite tho. :-(