I just wanna cry
He sent me a message on aim. He shouldn't have done that. I went to reply on myspace. I shouldn't have done that. I saw something on her page that I shouldn't have found. And now, I just want to cry for being a moron and not being stronger. I've ignored his other messages so why did I want to respond to this one? He didn't have the deciency to respond to me about that question so why should I give him respect in return? I shouldn't....right?
And also, what's up with people in wells wanting to kill themselves? My dad told me about something that happened this morning that he heard on the scanner, i sat up so fast that I fell off the pool float. I wanted to throw up, I gagged. I instantly began crying, and my right hand convulsed. I know I'm not one to really talk, I've been there too. But still...haven't the graduates of Wells High School learned the after affects of what happens when you do that? You'd think that we'd know better by now...but apparently not. Either way I'm glad that he failed, and/or was saved however you wanna look at it. Now he can get the help that he needs.
*Sigh* What a day today has already been....and I've only been awake for four hours.
And also, what's up with people in wells wanting to kill themselves? My dad told me about something that happened this morning that he heard on the scanner, i sat up so fast that I fell off the pool float. I wanted to throw up, I gagged. I instantly began crying, and my right hand convulsed. I know I'm not one to really talk, I've been there too. But still...haven't the graduates of Wells High School learned the after affects of what happens when you do that? You'd think that we'd know better by now...but apparently not. Either way I'm glad that he failed, and/or was saved however you wanna look at it. Now he can get the help that he needs.
*Sigh* What a day today has already been....and I've only been awake for four hours.