Just a Bit More Effort
So....I really don't know where this summer has gone. I don't know what I've done, or where ANY of my money has gone. I only get 75 a week, even tho I make a good 600-ish. But, it's good that I don't get it all cuz then I'd blow it. Besides, all that other money is being put toward my bills, my debts, and school. Plus, if I work now I won't have to work come school time. Though, I'm sure I will.
Anyways, I haven't seen my Wells Crew, any of them, in a good three weeks. I blame my schedule, and my lack of motivation. It's not that I dont want to see them, but honestly... I'm so tired. All I can think of after I wake up is, "when do i get to go back to bed?" I've hung out with a few of my SJC girls, three by default cuz we have practice every Sat together. And of course Kim because since I'm in portland I might as well go over to St. Joes and see her cuz she's awesome. And I've hung out with Michelle a lot more, she's cool. And I'm sure soon Erin B will be in the pic since she's back in OGT. Yah, the like one person I've actually met online before meeting in person. Which was a really fun way of meeting. Both trashed, both underage in the Montebello's Bar at school. lol
This summer has been nothing what I thought it would be. I thought there'd be parties all the time, days with sunny beach trips, and just hanging out. Well, there's been two parties, and a few trips to the beach. Only one of them being with the sun out, the rest at night. Which, what happened to the weekly beach night with hot coco and catching up? I thought that was a really good idea. Oh well I guess. This is part of growing up, and its the second biggest part I've feared.
When we become this old all we do is work and sleep adn eat. Get closer with our families and college friends and drift from the high school life. Don't get me wrong, I'm actually beginning to be happy with being out of high school. I like who I am now. THe other part of life I dread, is when you get married. THen your life is no longer yours. Its your husbands and kids and their activites. Who has time for friends until you're old and gray and retired?
*Sigh* Growing up is sucky. I can't wait to be 21, out of college, single, and living in the city. Yah single....who has ttime for boyfriends? Seriously now, cuz I sure as hell dont :-(
Anyways, I haven't seen my Wells Crew, any of them, in a good three weeks. I blame my schedule, and my lack of motivation. It's not that I dont want to see them, but honestly... I'm so tired. All I can think of after I wake up is, "when do i get to go back to bed?" I've hung out with a few of my SJC girls, three by default cuz we have practice every Sat together. And of course Kim because since I'm in portland I might as well go over to St. Joes and see her cuz she's awesome. And I've hung out with Michelle a lot more, she's cool. And I'm sure soon Erin B will be in the pic since she's back in OGT. Yah, the like one person I've actually met online before meeting in person. Which was a really fun way of meeting. Both trashed, both underage in the Montebello's Bar at school. lol
This summer has been nothing what I thought it would be. I thought there'd be parties all the time, days with sunny beach trips, and just hanging out. Well, there's been two parties, and a few trips to the beach. Only one of them being with the sun out, the rest at night. Which, what happened to the weekly beach night with hot coco and catching up? I thought that was a really good idea. Oh well I guess. This is part of growing up, and its the second biggest part I've feared.
When we become this old all we do is work and sleep adn eat. Get closer with our families and college friends and drift from the high school life. Don't get me wrong, I'm actually beginning to be happy with being out of high school. I like who I am now. THe other part of life I dread, is when you get married. THen your life is no longer yours. Its your husbands and kids and their activites. Who has time for friends until you're old and gray and retired?
*Sigh* Growing up is sucky. I can't wait to be 21, out of college, single, and living in the city. Yah single....who has ttime for boyfriends? Seriously now, cuz I sure as hell dont :-(